CCS, fluff. Blurb: Touya/Yukito/Yue romance, nuff said. Written by Alliyah
Weyn. G rated.
4 WAYS.
It was a sunny Saturday. Sakura had finally gathered every ounce of courage
she could muster & walked to Yukito's house. It was an opportune time to do
so. No Touya to embarrass her, no school bells, no Syao-Lan competing for
his attention, no Tomoyo to distract her.
Yukito was watering the roses. Sakura called him over & fidgeted with her
words till they finally came out.
((Loose translation spoiler from Volume 10.))
S: "Yu...ki....to.."
Y: "Yes?"
S: "I....I....um....I...love you."^^;;
Y: "Well, I love you too, Sakura, but I'm not the one you want to give your
heart to."
S: "Why not?!"
Y: "Hmm...You love your father, right?"
S: "Yes, I love him very much!"^_^
Y: "Now isn't your love for your father & I the same feeling?"
S: "Well....I suppose they are similar......"
Y: "You see? I look like Fujitaka & treat you as he does & I can't avoid
thinking of you as a child."
^^
S: "So. You already knew how I've felt?"
Y: "Oh! For a long time! But I'm very pleased that you would love me as one
of your family."^_^
S: "You understand, so.....you must already have a special person in your
heart?":(
Y: "Yes."
T: "It's..Touya, isn't it?"
Y: "Yup!"^^
S: "Hmph. Touya's always teasing me, but I suppose he can be really
sweet."-_-
Y: "I think he is.">^-^<
S: "It's practically his job to embarrass me, & I doubt he'll stop being
mean to me.":(
Y: "As expected."^^;; ::sighs:: "Touya means more to me than anyone else...I
just wish I knew if he felt the same." ::dreamy look::
S: "I think, mabey, he loves you to." "Hmm, mabey that's why he sacrificed
all his power to Yue..."
Y: "What? Who?"O_o
S: ::thinks:: Oh well, I'm just happy that Touya is the beloved of my
precious Yuki.^_^
Y: "Sakura?"
S: "If Touya is ever mean to you, you call me, okey? & I'll show him what
for!" ^o^
Y: ::laughs:: "Thank you."
((end of spoiler))
Sakura walked home with mixed emotions. She was upset that Yukito's
feelings were reserved, by her mean brother of all people, & that her moment
of bravery had only been her loss. But still...... She wanted Yukito to be
happy. & If he wanted Touya, then she wanted to help, not that she could
picture Touya having a "soft side." She knew how it felt to keep your
feelings locked inside a closet. She knew Yukito must feel sad & hopeful
like she had. But would Touya feel the same way? & what if he didn't? She
had to know. She would express her love for Yukito by making him happy.
She even knew how Tomoyo felt about her, but she had set her mind on the
idea that since Sonomi (Tomoyo's Ma) loved Nadeshiko (Sakura's Ma), that
that somehow played an influential role in it all. & besides, they were both
young. Someday they'll grow up & date lots of interesting people.
She suddenly remembered Syao-Lan. He loved Yukito & hated Touya. If she
helped the two get together, wouldn't he treat her coldly for it.
Heck! What would her father think?
Then she wondered what Yue would think of this, but pushed it to the back of
their mind when she realized she was home. She zoomed through the door &
went strait to the kitchen, rummaging through the cabinets. She hadn't even
noticed Keroberosu. She started making pancakes while he watched, glancing
back & forth between the messy procedure & the determined look on her face.
K: "Hey! Sakura! Hello? Think you've made enough pancakes there?"
S: "Oh, sorry. I was just....thinking..."
Mindlessly, she separated the pancakes into two stacks, slapped one on a
little plate, poured honey all over it, & took it up to her room.
K: "Um.....Sakura?"
S: "Here Kero. I've got something I need to do, so I'm gonna be awhile."
K: ::munches:: "Thanks Sakura." ::& just before she closed the door:: "&
don't call me Kero..."
::Frog clock on the wall strikes 3:: "Gero-Gero, Gero-Gero, Gero-Gero."
K: ::screams from within:: "I'm NOT a FROG!" >o<
Sakura zoomed down the stairs just as Touya entered.
T: "Tadaima!"
Sakura whizzed past him into the kitchen.
T: "Ohh! The monster's in a bad mood today?"
She grabbed his sleeve & dragged him back into the kitchen, tossing him in a
chair. She poured strawberry syrup on a stack of pancakes & set it before
him, sitting in the seat across him.
Touya gave her a perplexed look & grabbed some clean silverware. "What's
the deal? They're not poisoned, are they?"O_o
S: "We need to talk."
Touya was disturbed by her unusually serious tone & strict face & decided it
would be safer to eat than accuse. "About what?"
S: ::clears her throat:: "Look. I need to know how you feel about Yuki."
T: ::nearly chokes:: "What brought THIS up?" O_o
S: ::pours butterscotch on her pancakes:: "I told Yuki how I feel about him
today."
T: ::resumes eating:: "&.....?"
S: ::starts eating:: "What do YOU think he said?"
T: ::no response::
S: "He said he loves YOU. & That YOU were the most important person in his
life."
Touya took his empty dish to the sink, hoping Sakura wouldn't notice his blush.
Sakura thought he was avoiding the statement. "Doesn't that mean ANYTHING to
you?!"
Touya stared down into the sink. "Sakura.....Yukito is not real. I've know
that longer than anyone....longer than himself. "I've always known what he
really was."
S: "So?! Just because he's not really Human doesn't mean he wasn't being
sincere!"
T: "Yukito is Yue. Everything Yukito feels is what Yue can't express himself."
S: "He said that "Yukito" was based on Clow Ri, because he missed him so
much. Anyways, you're the only one who has the power to see his true form
at all times! The rest of us see them as two different people!"
Touya turned around & crossed his arms. "You forget, Sakura. I sacrificed
every ounce of my power so he could live! So he could protect YOU as well
as himself."
S: "I'm sorry, big brother. I guess I never really payed attention to the
fact that you always protect me.":(
T: "If you must know, I DO have feelings for him. I love Yue. When I look
at him, he reminds me of father. He helps me protect you. "He's been my
closest friend for a long time."
S: "Even if they are the same person, Yukito isn't aware that he's Yue. His
feelings will be hurt. & What if Yue doesn't love YOU?" :(
Touya shook his head. "Sakura, you just don't understand. If I love Yue,
then I love Yukito. If Yuki loves me, his feelings harbor from Yue."
S: "Touya."
Y: "Hm?"
S: "You're confusing."
They both laughed as he gave her a noggie.
Yue had come in through a window. He & Keroberosu had been listening the
whole time. Tears ran down Yue's cheeks for the first time since his
beloved Clow had died. He remembered a time not long ago when "Yukito" &
Touya had been that open........
((spoiler from some other volume))
Y: "True.....I never was Human. I have no grandparents waiting for me at
home. I'm not even a transfer student. Sometimes there are gaps in my
memories. I guess all of my memories up till now have all ben lies,
haven't they?"
T: "Partially, But I believe in every moment shared between us, & I don't
care who or what you really are....as long as your by my side, with your
cute, clueless smile, that's all I really need."^_^
((End of spoiler flashback))
Yue whipped his tears & smiled. "I love you too, To-ya."
Sakura & Touya went up the stairs together. Yue's eyes glistened with tears
as he stood to greet them. Sakura put Yue's hands in Touya's. "Yue,
someday, when my powers are strong enough that I don't need you anymore...I
want you to protect my big brother."
Touya & Yukito stared lovingly into eachother's eyes & locked fingers.
Keroberosu cleared his throat. "Come on, Sakura. Let's leave these two
lovebirds alone. & Yue, don't forget, you still have a JOB to do."
Y: "Gero-Gero."
Keroberosu huffed & crossed his arms while everyone laughed.
*The next day*
Touya rode alone on his bike to pick up Yukito for school. Yukito greeted
him with his usual friendly smile & over-sized lunch bag. Touya wondered
where he got food & how he could afford anything, or even if there really
were any old people living inside that house.
Y: "To-ya!"^o^ "Where's Sakura?"
T: "She went to school with Tomoyo & all her lady bodyguards."
Yukito hopped onto the back of Touya's bike.
T: "Better hold on tight!">:p
Y: "Now, don't ride too fast just because Sakura's not with us."
Yukito bravely wrapped his arms around Touya's waist & rested his head on
his back. "To-ya. Now that we're finally, absolutely alone.....what would
you say if I told you I loved you?"
He said it almost as if it were a joke, but Touya smiled & pettled faster,
making Yukito hold him tighter. "I'd say...that things between us are going
to get a LOT more exciting."^o^
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