"Take this sword. It may be the only friend you'll have..."
Duncan MacLeod
Highlander: The T.V. Series
Prologue: Mists
It came for me as it always had.
Every evening it crept into my mind since I was eleven.
And it has never ceased. Ever.
Smoke...or was it fog? I could never tell.
Its dark, roiling arms would always and forever stretch out,
finding me no matter where or how I hid. No matter how I denied it. It
takes me.
It envelops me.
Fear and terror, choking me in their icy grip.
"Boy...!"
The voice again. That voice, softly sweet, yet deeply laced
with unfathomable bitterness.
Always that voice. Always the same question...
"Boy...Do you see the light in this darkness...? Or the
darkness in the light...?"
And no matter what happened, no matter how much I tried to
change my mind...
I would always and forever choose the darkness.
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The screech of my alarm clock jolted me out of my dark fantasy,
welcome and at the same instant despised, for it told me I had awoken
late for school once again.
I slammed my fist on the button, cursing whatever fates for my
condition. I would DEFINITELY be late for school if I didn't hurry. The
covers were thrown away as I seized my uniform from the dresser and
into the bath. The cold shower within helped me to refocus my thoughts.
Halfway through my morning routine, I noticed that mother had
not yet stirred from her slumber. Lips, my own, creased a grin as I
decided to let her rest. After all, I saw no need to rouse her so early
in the day. Skipping breakfast, I schucked my schoolbag over my
shoulder and shut the door behind me.
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This day, as many other days before it, was quite uneventful.
The lack of adventure, the dreary ordinariness of it all, would drive
anyone mad if he spent enough time constantly thinking of it. School
itself was a bore, the endless drill after drill of packaged, force-fed
facts that did not accept question nor an intuitive mind. So, at day's
end, it was with great enthusiasm that I packed my bag and strode out
the doors that afternoon.
Tokyo Tower.
No matter how many times I had seen it, every day on the way to
school, It always managed to take my breath away.
The sheer monolithic aspect of it was not lost on me; I always
wondered whether the first American astronauts felt this same way the
first time they saw Earth from the distance of the lunar starscape. And
yet, grand this illusion was, there was a greater reason why, for four
years on end, I kept returning to this place.
I looked to the watch on my wrist.
Still early. Mother would yet be at work.
Satisfied, I decided to risk going inside.
Father always said I was incorrigibly stubborn. That I would
hard-headedly keep on going at something no matter how pointless it
seemed.
Dad. My Father, my teacher. It had been five years since he
passed away, victim of the one relentless enemy, cancer. He had always
thought of stubbornness as a good trait. It certainly helped me in my
Wushu practice. I remembered.
"Never give up. Kenny..."
I was certainly not giving up now. I hopped into the Tower
elevator, hoping to catch a glimpse of her. No such luck. The car then
slowed as it reached the observation deck. I stepped out, let my eyes
wander across the room. Nowhere. Numbened, I walked toward the window,
caressing the old binoculars as I did. I let myself float in the warm
caress of nostalgia.
Right here, I thought. Four years ago to this date. Four years,
I mused to myself. I fell in love here four years ago...
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I close my eyes and I'm eleven again. On my first field trip to
the Tokyo Tower. Smoothly gliding among the constantly mobile mass of
teenagers and romantics. Not a whit or care about what happened or
where.
When someone caught my eye.
A highschool girl with braided hair had run out of coins to put
into the binoculars. It was the funniest thing I had heard or saw in my
eleven years of life. Then I took a closer look, and found her... well,
rather... pretty.
Most boys are known to go through a girl-hating stage at some
time in their lives. It's a fact of life. I myself was certainly no
different until that day. I knew it was stupid, suddenly growing to
like a girl that I saw for but the first time in my life, but I didn't
care. I felt funny for the rest of the day. Somehow it felt right.
I never knew her name. Every day afterward, after classes, I
would head over to the Tower, hoping she would be there. Sometimes she
was. Other times, she just didn't show. Yet on none of those times did
I sum up the courage to say even a hello.
It was just as intruiging, then, that my dreams began on that
same day I met her.
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I waited another hour. After that, I became convinced she
wasn't planning to show this day. It had been five months since I saw
her last; I wondered if she might have graduated already by now. If
mother only knew, she would have thought I had gone completely out of
my mind for waiting. Defeated, I entered the lift.
The lift doors with a whisper. There was no one inside, which
served only to heighten my loneliness. I stepped into the elevator...
...And heard someone whisper in my ear...
"What you covet you will soon despise."
In surprised shock, I whipped my around, searching for whoever
it was that spoke. Yet no one was near. There were far too few people
visiting today; most were out of earshot. Chiding myself, I turned back
toward the elevator car, and noticed a small black jewel lying there.
Odd, I didn't see it there a second ago.
Hmmph.
Might as well pick it up. Who knows who might be looking for
it? I absently stuffed the black orb into my pants pocket, and put no
further thought into it for the remainder of the day.
Had I known then what I know now, I would have thrown it out
the Tower window, wishing that I'd never have seen it.
But then again, I would also never have encountered that
strange land of magic and mystery, of the deep blue sea and the
floating islands...
The world known as Cephiro.Back
