http://clampfix.fanworks.net/others/adream.txt </head><body><pre>Warning: There is shonen ai content inside!! Author's notes: This fanfic was inspired after I read book four of 'Clover' and when I was suffering from a bout of depression after thinking about hide-sama's death. I missed him so much... Yet I hardly knew him. So much sorrow but I have no idea where I can pour them... so into this fic they go! hide-sama... you'll live forever in my heart, because only then, you will never fade away as a memory. Added notes: Uh, after I sent this to CFFML, I realised that I made a terrible mistake. But corrections have been made and I'll like to say my most sincere thanks to the people on the ML for their support! Thank you guys! Disclaimers: All characters inside belong not to me but to CLAMP. Acknowledgements: Thanks to Cleo-neechan, Seph-chan and SPML for helping out! Yes, and CFFML too! A Dream... by Jennifier D. --------------- I have a dream a beautiful dream one of you and me The world doesn't matter the people never bother and there is only love --------------- :Monologue: - Lan I had a dream last night. I dreamt of my past, when I first met the most important person in my life- Gingetsu. Does it surprise you to know that he is a 'Two-leaf Clover'? I had known it all along. In the dream, I was running again. I was running from them, all of those who held weapons and tried to kill me. And I killed them. I didn't want to- they forced me. They trapped me, and like a caged animal, I fought my way out. None of them were a match against me. None of them could hold me down; therefore, all of them were killed. But he appeared. I knew he would not harm me, because he was a 'Two-leaf Clover'. I knew he was a 'Two-leaf Clover' the moment I saw him. And because I felt safe with him around, my exhaustion won over. I was too drained to fight the fatigue. He saved me. Because of me, a bomb was planted in his head, rendering him helpless against the council. It is the Magicians' only way of controlling him... just like how they controlled me by setting my body into rapid degeneration. 2+3=5 Together, we will equal the power of a five-leaf clover; should such a person exist, this person would be very sad indeed. Gingetsu once asked me as I looked out of the window: why won't I return to the labs and try to live a longer life? But the both of us already knew the answer. To return there is to return to that cage. To return to that hell and never be free again. I love him too much to leave him alone Outside. I love him so much; I have barely considered the idea of leaving his side. So I shall never. After he took me to his home, A appeared. Gingetsu tried to stop A but he struck back, injuring him. He flung Gingetsu into a corner of the room just like a broken rag doll. As I watched A fling such attacks on Gingetsu, something inside me snapped. I wanted to protect this strong yet weak man. This beautiful man who chose to be with me. A bit me before I left as a reminder of my betrayal to him. To remind me that I had left him behind to look for happiness alone. And he asked me, as he appeared again, to leave with him. Leave with him and return to the laboratory. I told A I had to stay. I had to stay for Gingetsu. A left. But in the dreams, it is different. A never appears. And I am with Gingetsu. Always with Gingetsu. I wonder... if my dream is better than reality? Should it be better than reality? I don't want to know the outcome of my deal with the council. I will rather live in my dreams... because in my dreams- Gingetsu will always be there to hold me. --------------- If only we met not in dreams but in reality; I want to tell you of the love I kept for you --------------- End</pre><p><a href="./">Back</a></p><p><a href=http://www.dreamhost.com/donate.cgi?id=216><img border=0 alt="Donate towards our web hosting bill!" src=https://secure.newdream.net/donate1.gif></a></p></body></html>