http://clampfix.fanworks.net/poetry/rgpoem.txt </head><body><pre>HI! Well, when I started this fanfic it was meant to be CLAMP-related, but at the end ( I don't know how) it turned out to be some melancolic stuff. Sorry. And again, I'll have to excuse my poor english, but in about 100 years it should be good enough not to die in shame...ARG! At least it's short, so I won't torture you for a long time, he,he... Again Observing silently That's the only thing I do The only thing making any sense The only thing left Observing Merely observing Even though the whole city beneath my feet shimmers bright and the noise of millions of lives fills the air Even though I feel nothing but a never-ending emptiness Cold I think I'm cold But even that does not matter Should it? I don't know And I do not care Anymore And it is (good?) to endure no more pain No more pain which had reapt my heart, my soul, until there was nothing more to destroy And now Emptiness I wonder if I should feel sad about that I simply do not know It is just so unimportant that even death does not frighten me Indifference So here Observing the city the people walking living near but somehow unreachable So what? They are meters and meters below me only little, dark spots on shimmering roads So far away But only one more step to take only one and Am I unable to end it this way? (a faint smile appears on my lips,...?) Is there still something inside me that tells me to stay? No I think it would be impossible The person I was sacrificed all emotions, joys and pains in order to become untouchable powerfull only for one purpose A purpose which vanished in the same moment as the pact was sealed and I reached my goal Ironic, wasn't it? So I shall remain here forever observing watching neither dead nor fully alive perhaps Perhaps until a tiny part of former humanity tells me to act and take a last step and fall to join the lights down there on the streets of a living city Well, as usually any comments AND criticism are welcome. And if anyone has a suggestion, mail me... </pre><p><a href="./">Back</a></p><p><a href=http://www.dreamhost.com/donate.cgi?id=216><img border=0 alt="Donate towards our web hosting bill!" src=https://secure.newdream.net/donate1.gif></a></p></body></html>