Hi,
Archivists notes are at the bottom of the fic this time.
This fic is a Yaoi Lemon, containing depictions of two males in a
fairly graphic manner. Please, do not read this if you are underage
or offended by such things.
Thanks, enjoy and Feedback desparately wanted:)
Epee
Reflecting the Moon
An X fanfic by Epeeblade
I. Soft
Subaru wearily made his way back to his apartment. He still found it
difficult, balancing his duties as onmyouji, Head Sumeragi, with
those of Dragon of Heaven. The case had been simple enough – a
possession of a girl distraught over the unstable place Tokyo had
become in the past few months – but he was still weary, drained, his
powers taxed as much as they had even been.
For once he was willing to take care of himself, to find succor in
the soft comfort of his bed. He needed to rest if he was to be any
good to the Dragons tomorrow.
He keyed the door open absently, noting his wards had been tripped.
Reaching into his pocket, he took out his last Ofuda and threw the
door open.
Kamui sat curled up on his couch, his eyes closed, his chest rising
and falling with sleep. Subaru smiled slightly, gently shutting the
door behind him. Kamui looked so tiny, so innocent really, to have
the entire world rest on his shoulders. Subaru sat next to the young
man and shook him softly. "Kamui."
The teen rolled over and rubbed his violet eyes sleepily. "Subaru!"
he cried happily. "I was waiting for you."
"I can see that," Subaru told him, "How did you find my apartment?"
"Oh, Hinoto told me. You know if you dream about a place once, she
can find it." He shrugged, stretching out with lissome, supple
motions.
Subaru took a moment to admire the young man's body, slim, and
slightly feminine, yet with just enough girth in the shoulders to
show he was not in fact, female. He reached forward, almost in spite
of himself and brushed Kamui's hair out of the boy's eyes. Kamui
perpetually looked like he needed a comb. The feathery hair slid
through his finger like soft silk.
Kamui looked up at him, his luminous violet eyes almost glowing in
the dim lamp light.
Subaru pulled his hand away abruptly. "What are you doing here,
Kamui? It's late, shouldn't you be sleeping at home? Don't you have
school tomorrow?"
"I'd rather sleep here, with you." Kamui purred, his voice husky, and
Subaru could feel the blush rising in his cheeks. "Besides, there's
no school tomorrow, it's Sunday."
Subaru looked away unnerved by the near seductive tones Kamui's voice
had taken. For a moment it had almost seemed like….no, it couldn't
have been. "Do you have homework you need me to help you with?"
"Can't I just be with you because I like being with you?" Kamui
murmured, "Do I need to have homework to be here?"
"Of course not, Kamui, you know we are friends," Subaru said quickly,
both to reassure the boy and himself. Kamui /liked/ being with him.
And he, oddly enough, found Kamui's presence soothing, almost filling
the void of loneliness that had been growing in his heart for the
past nine years.
Kamui stood and walked away from the couch. Away from Subaru, who
merely watched as the boy stood and looked out the large picture
window, into the dark city-scape, lit by what few buildings remained.
"Just friends?" he whispered, almost too softly for Subaru to hear
him.
Subaru swallowed hard. "What do you mean?" He couldn't believe Kamui
was being so blunt about his desires. At his age, he had hidden his
own attractions to another man from even himself.
Kamui turned and began to walk back to Subaru, "There is so little
time, you know, the world could be gone tomorrow."
"Kamui," Subaru murmured, "I cannot give my heart so easily." There,
it was out, and he hoped he was right. It had been so long since he
had known anyone long enough for such a confession that he wasn't
even certain this was what Kamui was asking for.
"I want you to touch me, Subaru, make me feel alive!" Kamui
pleaded, "I know your heart is broken, but please, don't break mine!"
And Subaru couldn't deny that one plaintive cry, could not ignore the
pain in another, not when the pain could be alleviated with something
as simple as a kiss. So that is what he did, seized Kamui by both
shoulders and ravaged his mouth, overeager in his desire to please.
When Kamui whimpered under his assault, he pulled away guiltily, what
had he done?
"No, touch me, please!" Kamui demanded, taking Subaru's hands and
placing them on his waist. "I need to feel you!" He reached up and
nipped at Subaru's chin.
"Kamui," Subaru whispered, bending slightly to touch the teen's
sweet lips. Kamui tasted like spring, sweet and with the promise for
more. He broke away abruptly, "Are you sure?"
Kamui's hands had reached up, almost of their own accord and tangled
in Subaru's hair. "I am more sure of this than anything else in my
life."
"Oh, Kamui," Subaru arched back into those gentle hands stroking his
hair and lower back.
"Show me your bed, Subaru," Kamui whispered, his lips once again
pressed firmly against Subaru's neck.
II. Hard
Subaru wasn't entirely sure how they made the short walk to his
bedroom, he merely recalled tumbling into bed, Kamui rolling until he
was on top. The teen pressed his advantage, kissing Subaru's face,
chin, and neck, his hands busy working their way under Subaru's
shirt. "Take it off," he demanded.
Subaru caught Kamui's hands, "Easy, take this easy."
"I need you /now/." Kamui growled, he pulled his hands free and
removed his own shirt.
Subaru gently reached up to touch that creamy smooth skin, and was
instantly lost. He ran his fingers gently up Kamui's back, gently
moving towards the boy's front and caressing his nipples.
"Ooooh," Kamui moaned, "Now you! Please?"
The onmyouji smiled and acquiesced, letting Kamui remove his tee-
shirt. Then they were touching skin to skin chest to chest and it was
wonderful. They continued to kiss, and gently caress and grope each
other. "Subaru, have you ever, you know, before?" Kamui asked
hesitantly.
"Kamui, we don't have to," Subaru protested, he was content to stay
there cuddling the teen in his arms.
"But I /want/ to. I need this so bad, can't you see that, Subaru?"
Kamui reached for Subaru's hand and placed it on his groin.
Subaru groaned at the contact, Kamui was so /warm/.
"I take that as a yes?" Kamui teased, reaching down to undo Subaru's
pants.
Subaru stopped him, "Let me," he breathed, huskily, reaching forward
to unsnap the clasp at Kamui's waistband. He wondered if Kamui
understood the unasked question there, /let me lead, let me guide
you/. He didn't think he could deal with another sexual relationship
where he was the submissive. Subaru wanted to touch Kamui, to bring
him to ecstasy with his own hand.
"Yes, oh yes," Kamui murmured, allowing Subaru's hands on him,
wiggling under that gentle, yet persistent touch. He merely watched
as Subaru undid his own pants and slid them down his long slender
legs.
Subaru followed Kamui, as the teen slid down on the bed. He rolled
onto his belly, showing an expanse of pale, smooth skin that Subaru
could not help but slide his fingers across. "So beautiful," he
murmured.
"Don't tease me, Subaru," Kamui breathed, wiggling his ass
enticingly, "Take me."
Subaru stretched out over Kamui's prone body to nip at his neck and
nuzzle at his ear, "I can't Kamui, I need…"
"Shh, touch me," Kamui insisted.
Subaru hesitated and then obliged, touching Kamui in that rare,
right, /slick/ place. "Oh!" he exclaimed. Kamui had prepared himself?
How long had he been planning to seduce the Onmyouji?
At Kamui's answering moan, Subaru found himself lost. He couldn't
deny the young man what he so clearly wanted. And he couldn't deny
his own body's desires. It had been so long since he had been with
someone, so long since his appetite for sex had been satisfied.
And he certainly had never been on this side of things. As gently as
possible, he entered the younger man's body, gripping Kamui's hips
for leverage with each thrust.
It felt incredible, Subaru moaned, grasping those slim hips almost
hard enough to leave bruises. "Oh, Kamui," he murmured, the boy's
name a plea on his lips.
Kamui groaned beneath him, "S-Subaru-kun!" he growled.
Subaru tensed in shock, but he couldn't stop the movement of his
body, he was much too close to completion. As his orgasm overtook
him, the body he pounded into changed. The skin changed from creamy
smooth into bronzed honey. Then the body thickened from that of a
teenage boy into a full-grown man, with wide, powerful shoulders, a
strong back, and mighty hips and buttocks.
This body continued to wiggle under Subaru, and the omnyouji pumped
his essence into the whimpering, shuddering form beneath
him. "Seishirou-san," he murmured under his breath, easing off the
quivering body.
Seishirou twisted, pushing himself up off the bed and leaning on his
elbow. "So, Subaru-kun, was it good for you?"
Subaru frowned at the man as he pulled the covers about his naked
body. "I'm tired of your games!"
"Oh come on, Subaru-kun, tell me you didn't enjoy taking that
luscious boy? How he squirmed beneath you and pleaded to be taken?"
Seishirou taunted easily, lounging in Subaru's bed.
Subaru curved his lips in a half smile, "But it wasn't him, it was
you."
Seishirou laughed, clearly amused. "I love you too, Subaru-kun."
Once again Seishirou had decided to play games with him. However, for
some reason, this time Subaru wasn't as annoyed as he usually was.
Granted, the lecherous Sakurazukamori had often coerced his way into
Subaru's bed before, but none of his other schemes had been this
creative. He noted the older onmyouji searching through his bedroom
drawers, presumably looking for cigarettes.
"You don't expect to be staying, do you?" Subaru asked incredulously,
letting his thoughts lapse for a moment.
"You're kicking me out all of a sudden?" Seishirou did his best to
look innocent and heartbroken, as he finally found the cigarettes he
was searching for. He pulled one out of the box and began to look
about for a lighter.
"I'm certainly not going to get any sleep with you here." Subaru
sighed, as he reached over the bed for his pants. He pulled a lighter
out of his pocket and held it out for Seishirou.
The older man smirked, "You certainly have that right!"
"After the cigarette, you leave," Subaru warned, pulling his pants
back on.
"And you aren't the slightest bit upset about the way you responded
this evening?" Seishirou asked, almost sounding a bit disappointed.
He took a long drag on the cigarette, blowing smoke in one long
languid puff.
Subaru whirled on his tormentor and sometimes lover, "Do you honestly
think I can't tell one of your illusions by now?"
"So you're trying to tell me that you knew it was me all the time,"
Seishirou huffed, clearly not believing Subaru's denial.
"Of course," Subaru said glibly, "I figure this is the only way you'd
ever let yourself be on the bottom."
Seishirou frowned and stomped out the cigarette forcefully on the
ashtray Subaru kept near his bed. "Whatever you wish to believe is
perfectly fine with me." He stated, slowly dissolving into a shower
of Sakura.
Subaru stared at the empty bed for a moment, then sat on his side and
rested his head in his hands. Why did Seishirou persist in his
endless games of seduction? After nine long years Subaru had finally
learned to play, to parry with strong words that belied the truth in
his heart. He finally rolled himself in the covers, inhaling the
musky scent of sex like a drug. It had been magnificent, he thought,
snuggling against the soft down pillow, although he had thought he
was making love to Kamui. He really should have known better, after
all, only Seishirou ever could break the wards set by the Head of
Sumeragi.
However, he thought dreamily, knowing he was halfway to sleep, he
wondered what Kamui would say if Subaru ever came to /him/ with words
of love.
End
Archivists' Notes:
Title: Reflecting the Moon
Author: Epeeblade
Website: http://www.geocities.com/epeeblade
Fandom: X
Archive: CFFML site, anyone else, please ask
Series/Sequel: Not at this time
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: S/S, S/K
Summary: Subaru comes home one night to a surprise
Feedback: Greatly Desired
Notes: Originally I planned this for the Seishirou as uke challenge.
I had so much trouble planning the ending! Thanks Shinri, for the
idea. Next part of Game of You is coming soon!
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