I know. What a title. >_< I'm sorry. The muse dumped me at the last minute.
Anyway, if there's some confusion about the 'slight yaoi' part (if such a
thing was possible), there aren't any graphic bits. Not hints either, just
plain facts that they're gonna do the dirty. ^^ I thought pretty long and
hard about it, whether to label it this way, and eventually for the sake of
the weak-hearted out there, I stuck it on.
Right, I know I'm babbling. But I'm kinda edgy. Are you people sick of me
writing S/S all the time? Yes, of course you are..... T_T
Disclaimer: Subby and Sei, however much they belong together, are really the
property of CLAMP.
~A Fortiori~
They found each other as easily as they had, nine years ago.
Sakurazuka Seishirou walked into the quaint café, taking a moment to shake
his overcoat free of raindrops and to pocket his ever-present shades. A
little bell had chimed when he'd entered, the deliciously sweet ringing
still echoing through the cosy interior. As he passed by the serving counter
he flashed a quick, warm smile at the lady manning it, ever the gracious
gentleman. Her plump cheeks flushed; her gaze dropped shyly to the red-and-
white towel in her hand, and with a self-conscious smile she resumed wiping
the countertop.
Genially nodding to anyone who looked his way, Seishirou smoothly veered to
the very last table, nestled close in the corner. The tall, slender figure
who sat there didn't move when the assassin slid into the opposite seat, but
something in his aura indicated the subtlest acknowledgement of the other's
arrival.
"You've finished your coffee," Seishirou said, gesturing to the empty cup.
"Want me to get another?"
A slight, graceful tilt of his head. Cool, appraising gaze. "You're all wet,
Seishirou-san," Subaru murmured.
He shrugged. "It couldn't be helped, Subaru-kun. I don't control the
weather." But as he stood to purchase Subaru's coffee and something for
himself, the Sumeragi's slender fingers closed around his wrist, effectively
but gently stopping him. He glanced down, only slightly surprised, and saw
the measured green eyes gazing up at him.
Seishirou bent his ear to the other's lips.
"We both know what we want," Subaru whispered.
Without a word Seishirou drew himself up, staring intently at his opposite.
Then, finding the serene gaze unwavering, he finally twined his fingers with
Subaru's. "Let's go," he murmured.
~~
He touched his cheek to Subaru's, relishing the very smoothness and softness
of the other's skin. Ignoring the ticklish curl of Subaru's fringe, he nosed
the other's tender stretch of neck, deeply breathing in the perpetual sweet
scent emanating from the Sumeragi. Subaru gasped softly when Seishirou
touched his lips to the slender curve of skin.
For quite some time now it had just been that – touches, caresses, light
presses of lips, nothing more. Seishirou knew Subaru would never have
plunged headlong into this, but even when he'd slipped their garments off
and finally held the other's lean, slight form, he felt a minute shudder run
through Subaru, though his returned embrace was similarly feverish, gripped
with longing.
It was as if he was deliberately stopping the outpour of affection, however
painful it might be.
Seishirou had tried getting around the mental dam, coaxing ever so gently
for the other to bloom. Tenderly he'd peeled back the velvet petals of his
lover, determined to reach Subaru's pure core and drain the soaring love
that dwelt there. For he had none, and the Sumeragi had enough for the both
of them.
Twice he thought he had succeeded, those hazy green eyes suddenly filling
with their brilliant, anguished light, but twice that had vanished in an
instant, even before Seishirou could have been sure of their presence in the
first place. But he had patience, and time was on his side – he would /not/
give this up, he would get what he wanted without breaking his
precious toy.
A faint whimper drew his attention, Subaru's pliant body shifting beneath
his. Seishirou withdrew just enough to gaze down on the Sumeragi's face,
somewhat anxious to see if his efforts had yielded something, and there it
was again, the distressed radiance in Subaru's deep emeralds. And just as
Seishirou thought it would surely elude him as it had the first few times,
Subaru's lids closed slowly, and when he opened them the light was still
there, so bright in its own tortured brilliance.
Seishirou lost himself in that sad gaze, until Subaru's delicate touch
brought him stumbling back to reality.
"Ah..." the onmyouji breathed, soft fingertips stroking a gentle pattern
down the side of Seishirou's face, "why do you gaze on me with such an
expression.....when in fact you feel nothing? Nothing at all......"
The slender fingers dropped to his shoulder, continuing their silent, loving
dance. And before the Sakurazukamori could give voice to the other's name,
the softest sigh broke the quiet, and Subaru embraced him tightly, tears
falling at last, released along with the intensity of his infinite devotion.
After a while the glittering rivulets stopped. Only when Seishirou felt
Subaru's lips seeking his did he relent, and finally commenced to give the
pleasure both sought after, if only for the briefest of moments in the dark.
~~
He'd allowed Subaru to sleep afterward, tucked close to himself. So warm
still, as if their shared passion had seared itself into the atmosphere, and
when the sensual fire had faded, the embers still remained, tranquilly
supplying warmth. Seishirou hadn't dozed off almost immediately, watching
instead as the rain outside debated on whether to pound or simply drizzle.
For hours it switched between the two, until with a detached sullenness
Seishirou decided if he could have controlled the weather, he would have
slapped the rain himself. Then he'd smiled at the absurdity of it, and the
rain, as if it had felt his threat, meekly decided on drizzling.
But gradually the rhythmic patter of droplets against the glass and Subaru's
peaceful, even breathing had worked their soothing magic, and he didn't
remember giving up his consciousness to dreams.
~~
He awoke sometime shortly before dawn roused the city. Subaru's lean warmth
had disappeared. He sat up, not quite alarmed, but with a faint glimmer of
hope that perhaps the Sumeragi hadn't really left. But the apartment was
quiet, save for the normal household sounds – the hushed tick of the clock,
the gentle purr of the fridge.
Then a familiar scent touched his nose, and he turned.
A cup of coffee stood on the nightstand, placidly waiting on the pristine
white saucer. A spoon rested on it as well, angled perfectly so that it
would have been of no inconvenience should Seishirou want to stir the
beverage. He picked the cup up thoughtfully and felt the welcoming warmth
flowing through the ceramic confines.
His clothes were neatly folded, placed at the foot of the bed. As he noted
this and sipped his coffee, his mind gradually sifted through his
unconscious moments, leaving him to pick out which he chose were
significant, and cast the rest aside. And yes, Subaru had murmured a
farewell in his ear, and gently dropped a kiss on his brow. But what had
followed the goodbye? Seishirou stopped drinking, deep in thought. What was
it? The other, softer whisper?
"If you'd ask," Subaru had said, just before he left, "I would come back."
Seishirou smiled to himself. He swept the room with his gaze now, taking in
all the telltale signs of Subaru's presence. He felt extremely pleased.
Should he ask?
~~~~
Errm. Btw, here's my fic site.
http://geocities.com/sapphire_pearls
Enjoy, kay?
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