I would have submitted this for the Hourfic Challenge, had it not been
written the day before the challenge was issued and edited the day it was.
If anyone's wondering where I've been, I was on holiday for a little over a
week, camping in the middle of nowhere.
I wasn't going to finish this story, because I'm a little edgy about
writing Nataku (I haven't read nearly enough of X with Nataku in it), but
it took hold of me and wouldn't let go. Well, at least it's short. Very short.
Spoilers: Let's just say, for all of X so far. Beware of metaphors and
too-innocent bioroids.
A Game of Chess
By Flamebyrd
"Excuse me. Do you know what..." It fell silent.
"Yes, Nataku?"
"I wanted to know what Good and Evil are, only whenever I begin to ask
Daddy a question he just points to the library and won't listen to me."
"Good and Evil are complicated concepts, Nataku." He hesitated. "They're
hard to explain."
"I looked in the library," it said, meekly, "but I couldn't find any books
on it."
He smiled. "I'm sure there are plenty. But they would all be useless
philosophising on the subject. Still, you must have come across it
somewhere in something you read..."
It nodded. "They always say that people that kill other people are evil. Am
I evil?"
"That depends," he said, slowly, "on why you killed."
"I was told to," it said, promptly.
He laughed, not really amused. "That doesn't make you evil. It makes you a
pawn."
"A pawn?"
"Yes. Like in chess."
"Chess?"
He walked over to one of the library shelves and brought down a book on the
topic. "It's a game. You play it like this."
Nataku devoured the book in silence. Eventually, it spoke up again,
sounding puzzled. "But, I'm not a game piece."
"It's a metaphor, Nataku. It means, if life was a chess tournament, you
would be a pawn."
It frowned. "Then who is playing the game?"
He smiled, bitterly. "Many people are playing. Fate is the one that runs
the tournament, however, and it decides who wins."
"Who is playing the game I am a pawn in?"
"Now? I rather think it's Fuuma."
Nataku blinked. "Daddy?" It frowned again. "I don't want to be Daddy's pawn."
"You don't like being controlled? You want to have free will?"
"Have I been controlled?" it asked. "What is free will?"
"Free will is when you think for yourself. It's where instead of asking
someone what to do next, you think of something to do on your own."
"Oh," said Nataku. It looked at the book, then back up at him. "Are you a
pawn, Subaru-san? Which piece are you?"
"I was a player," said Subaru. "I was playing against the Sakurazukamori."
Nataku looked at him, blankly. "But, aren't you...?"
"I lost."
~ END ~
Isn't Sakurazukamori!Subaru just a really depressing concept? *sighs*
Comments? Questions? Constructive criticism?
I realise Japanese people are more likely to play Go than Chess, but
Subaru's an educated young lad and I'm just assuming he knows enough about
it to make metaphors. Feel free to make an appropriate cultural
substitution, however.
English needs a genderless pronoun, for use with beings like Nataku and
Kohaku.
PS: The next part of A Little Bet will be along as soon as I get Seishirou
to cooperate.
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