Things are beginning to "happen" from here onwards. If anyone is still
suffering from headaches, I'd suggest some aspirin or paracetamol should
help. ^_^;
All characters are property of CLAMP. Standard disclaimers apply.
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Gambit
(Part 6)
An "X" Fanfic
Presented by Alison Koh
[Shadows of Time 6 - begin]
Hinoto withdrew within her dreamscape and saw the Future again, the Future
where she finally died at the Shinken of the 'Kamui'. The 'Kamui' had just
been born. She could sense his aura radiating gently in the psychic
patterns that flowed through Tokyo. She sighed deeply and prayed that Kamui
would fulfil his destiny.
"Where is this place?" a young voice spoke.
Hinoto whipped around, surprised that someone other than her sister, Kanoe,
could actually enter her dreamscape without her noticing. It was a young
boy, no older than ten at most, with silken locks almost as pale as hers,
and an exquisite pair of golden eyes.
"Is this your dream?" he asked innocently.
Hinoto nodded and then asked, "Who are you and how did you enter my
dreamscape?"
The boy sat down and dipped his fingers into the floor of the dreamscape,
sending out gentle waves rippling across its liquid surface. He laughed
lightly, amused by the effect he was creating. Then he replied with a
childish shrug, "My name is Kakyou. I do not really know how I got here.
Somehow I can easily enter other people's dreams."
Hinoto gasped. The boy was a dreamgazer, but more than that, he was a
dreamgazer with the ability to enter Hinoto's dreams. She was amazed by
such strong powers in one so young, and relatively untrained. She shuddered
to think what he could achieve when given more time.
Kakyou looked about him and said, "Your dreamscape is very strange. Usually
people act out an imaginary life in their dreams, but you just sit here in
the darkness."
"I am a dreamgazer," Hinoto replied, "I see the Future in my dreams."
"Really?" the boy's eyes expanded in wonder, "Can you really see the Future
in your dreams? But how can you see a Future when it has not yet been
determined?"
She shook her head, "The Future has already been determined. Have you not
come across this Future in your dreams before?"
The boy shrugged, "But what is the point of living if the Future has already
been decided? Occasionally, I do snatch glimpses of something that might be
set in the future. It was a horrible sight. Buildings collapsing, Tokyo
covered with dust and lots of dead people everywhere. The other kids tell
me that I must have been watching too many Godzilla movies." He chuckled
and his eyes lit up with boyish charm.
"The other kids?"
Kakyou nodded, "I'm staying in an orphanage. Both my parents died in a car
accident and I don't have any other relatives."
"I'm sorry," Hinoto replied, but Kakyou indicated that he was not bothered
by the memory. Hinoto slowly discovered that she was warming to the boy's
innocent charm.
Just then, the dreamscape began to shift slightly. Kakyou stood up and
said, "I've got to go now. I have to wake up early since it's my morning
duty today." He then stepped back into the shadows and vanished.
A presence appeared by her side and whispered, "That boy must die."
Hinoto turned around and faced her dark half. "No!" she protested, "He's
only a child."
"He is a very powerful Dreamgazer," her dark half replied, "You should know
the implication of that."
"Yes, and I want that Future to happen."
"But I don't."
"I won't let you kill him," Hinoto insisted.
The dark Hinoto smiled. "Well, we can't have him running about freely
either," she hissed menacingly before fading away.
"If that's what it takes..." Hinoto muttered to herself.
*
Kakyou sat silently in the car, surrounded by four grim-looking adults in
dark suits. He was supposed to be happy that someone, supposedly quite an
influential person, had adopted him, but his half-developed senses were
telling him otherwise.
The large black sedan turned into a quiet lane and soon he could see the
mansion ahead. It was typical of many traditional Japanese mansions, with
arched tiled roofs, Zen gardens and surrounded by avenues of Sakura trees.
As he entered the courtyard, an elderly lady, presumably the housekeeper
greeted him, "Welcome to your new home, young Master Kakyou."
Kakyou returned the greeting solemnly. Somehow this place did not look like
home; it resembled a prison, a huge and expensive birdcage. And he was the
helpless bird trapped within its gilded walls.
[Shadows of Time 6 - end]
*
Subaru did his best to explain what had occurred at the Sakura Tree and the
subsequent encounter with the Sakurazukamori without revealing Kamui's
relationship with Seishirou. That was the boy's private matter and it was
up to Kamui to decide if he ought to reveal it. That is, as long as it did
not jeopardise the safety of any of the Dragons of Heaven, and so far it had
not.
The Sumeragi was a little taken aback when Sorata abruptly uttered a curse
when they came to the part about Seishirou remarking that Kamui was using
his mother's powers.
"Subaru-san, could you give me your hand please?" Sorata asked, "I need to
test out something. Trust me on this." Subaru shrugged and held out his
hand to the monk. Sorata swiftly caught hold of the hand, and Subaru
flinched when the monk suddenly discharged a small bolt of electricity
through his body. Almost at the same time, Kamui, who had been lying asleep
on the bed, uttered a weak groan as his body instinctively curled up into a
foetal position. Subaru panicked. He pulled his hand away from Sorata and
ran to Kamui's side.
"Just as I thought," Sorata remarked grimly.
"What do you mean?" Subaru asked. Meanwhile, Kamui had already calmed down
again and was soon sleeping soundly.
Sorata asked, "Do you know who his mother was?" Subaru shook his head.
"Magami Tooru," Sorata explained.
"Magami..." Subaru's eye widened at that name, "The family of kage-nies."
Sorata nodded, "And it seems that Kamui has somehow chosen to protect you.
Which means that if you get seriously hurt..."
"...Kamui might die," Subaru completed the sentence and slumped into his
chair.
*
The waiter quietly left the table after serving the main entrees. Fuuma
admired the excellent presentation of the dish before sinking into the food.
Seishirou tried to put on an air of nonchalance but the fact that he was not
enjoying the food as much as usual indicated that something was bothering
him.
Fuuma allowed himself to savour the full flavour of the piece of steak by
chewing slowly before finally swallowing. He then glanced at his companion
and remarked, "That was quite an unexpected development, but it certainly
adds an interesting new dimension to my game with Kamui."
Seishirou pretended not to hear the comment and took a sip of the fine wine.
"I believe you have said that you are not bothered if I have a little fun
with your Prey. I guess I could effectively kill two birds with one stone
now. With Kamui and the Sumeragi removed, the Seals will be seriously
demoralised. We might even be able to forget about any Final Battle with
them," Fuuma grinned wryly.
Seishirou stared at him coldly. The youth chuckled, "Does the
Sakurazukamori have a wish too? I shall leave your Prey alone for the time
being then. Consider that a thank you gift for this fine dinner that you
have bought.
"In any case, the Promised Day will be arriving very soon. I shall have all
the fun then."
*
"Should I even be thinking about him?" Yuzuriha mumbled to herself as she
sat alone in the kitchen with her inugami. It was already past midnight.
Everybody had gone to sleep, with the possible exception of the Sumeragi who
was still keeping vigil by Kamui's side. Yuzuriha stared into her cup of
hot chocolate while Inuki whimpered in understanding.
Someone entered the kitchen. "Not sleeping?"
"Oh...Subaru-san...it's you," she stammered. Subaru smiled at her reaction
and then proceeded to make himself a cup of coffee. Without his cigarettes,
which he tried not to indulge while in Kamui's presence, he needed the
caffeine to stay awake.
Stirring her own drink absently, she gazed at the Sumeragi's back, which had
been turned to her and wondered if she ought to seek his help. Inuki
understood and began to bark gently at Subaru.
"Inuki!" Yuzuriha tried to control her pet, but Subaru had turned around to
look at her.
"Is something wrong?' he asked.
Yuzuriha hesitated for a moment and then she asked, "Could I seek your
advice about something?"
Subaru's face registered a mild surprise and replied, "I'm not very good
with giving advice but I can try my best to help." He pulled aside a chair
and seated himself, and then patiently waited for the girl to speak.
She began. "Erm...what would you do if you liked someone and even told that
person so, but later discovered that the person you like is actually your
enemy?"
Subaru frowned. Other than Kamui, and perhaps Sorata whose sharp mind
should have deduced something by now, none of the other Seals really knew
about his past with Seishirou. Hence, he was more than a little taken aback
by the girl's question. However, he noticed that the girl was looking
really distressed, an odd reaction if she was truly referring to Subaru's
matter.
"What do you mean?" Subaru asked gently, making an effort to hide the edge
in his voice.
Yuzuriha reached out her hand to Subaru's which were resting on the table
and said, "Can you promise not to tell anybody else what I am about to tell
you?"
Subaru nodded. Yuzuriha heaved a sigh of relief and explained, "I met
Kusanagi-san just before I encountered Kamui-san and the rest of the Seals.
He was the first person who can actually see Inuki, and Inuki reacted very
favourably to him too. We went out on a few dates together. He was very
nice and gentle, and seemed to have a way with animals. Birds and stray
cats love to gather around him.
"Later, when I was injured after the Shinjuku earthquake, it was
Kusanagi-san who brought me to the hospital. He visited me everyday and
bought me some new clothes to wear upon my discharge. He was a really nice
man. It was then that I told him I like him." She paused for a moment and
blushed at the memory of her first confession.
"But two days ago, as we were about to celebrate the birth of new Inuki,"
she paused briefly to pat her dog, "We bumped into the other Kamui and the
Sakurazukamori. It was then that I discovered that Kusanagi-san was
actually one of the Dragons of Earth. I ran away immediately. Kusanagi-san
tried to contact me several times on my pager, but I am afraid of meeting
him again. What should I do?"
She clutched her cup tightly with tears welling in her eyes. Meanwhile,
Inuki nuzzled at her feet, trying to comfort his mistress.
Subaru pondered the issue for a moment and then asked, "Does he like you as
well?"
"I think he does. He was very worried for me during the entire time I was
hospitalised...and he wanted to avoid the two Dragons of Earth at the
ice-cream parlour but the other Kamui caught sight of us together."
"Has he ever disappointed you in any other way?"
"No. Kusanagi-san is one of the nicest people I've ever met. As far as I
know, he wasn't involved in destroying any of the Kekkais either. He says
that all life are precious."
"Then, apart from his status as a Dragon of Earth, is he your enemy."
Yuzuriha shook his head, "No. Not at all."
Subaru smiled, "You must understand that our part in this destiny of the
Promised Day was not of our own choosing. We did not get to decide whether
we should become a Dragon of Heaven or of Earth. Perhaps I am too naïve,
but I do not believe that being on opposite sides in this war necessarily
condemns us to become enemies. Perhaps that is our only choice in this
matter: should we blindly accept our Fate and simply kill each other, or
should we try to build a bridge of understanding.
"Make your choice wisely, Yuzuriha-san. I need to return to Kamui's side.
He might wake anytime soon."
"Subaru-san..." Yuzuriha smiled, "Thank you."
Subaru nodded in understanding and left the kitchen. After his little
speech, Yuzuriha's heart became much lighter and she did not regret
confiding in him. She picked up Inuki and gave it a warm hug. "Shall we
contact Kusanagi-san tomorrow?" she asked her dog. Inuki obligingly gave a
happy yelp.
*
Subaru reached out a hand to gently caress the sleeping face before him.
Kamui murmured softly at the touch but continued to sleep.
/...but I do not believe that being on opposite sides in this war
necessarily condemns us to become enemies./
His own words, to comfort a distressed child. So Yuzuriha was also involved
with a Dragon of Earth, this Kusanagi whom none of the other Seals had met.
Subaru could not resist a cynical chuckle. Kamui with his twin-star,
Yuzuriha and her Kusanagi, and finally himself and Seishirou. Yet, out of
the three of them, Yuzuriha, the youngest and most naïve of them, was
probably the only one with any chance of finding happiness in her opposite.
If what she had said was true, this Kusanagi person was really good to her.
On the other hand, Subaru could not help but wonder about his own feelings.
The person he loved, the kind 'Seishirou-san' who was always there to
protect and comfort him, was worse than dead. He simply never existed.
Subaru understood this and still he continued to pursue the Sakurazukamori
but to what purpose? To avenge his sister's death? Would he really be
happy that way? At least Kamui might yet redeem Fuuma's true nature, but
his own wish regarding the Sakurazukamori seemed like a hopeless cause right
from the start. Nevertheless, it was his wish and it gave him the only
reason to live after his twin had died.
Now, though, there was another. He had to admit that, in some ways, he was
fond of Kamui, the only person who had any understanding of Subaru's pain.
And if Subaru had any doubts about Kamui's feelings, they had been dispelled
the moment Sorata revealed that Kamui had, subconsciously or otherwise,
chosen to be Subaru's kage-nie. This was an extra burden that Subaru did
not want. It meant that he had to be more vigilant in battle, for while he
might allow himself to be reckless before, he now had to take Kamui's own
safety into consideration as well. Nonetheless, he felt honoured that Kamui
should hold him in such high regards.
But could he ever love another? Since Hokuto died, he had tried to live his
life by sealing himself away from all emotions so that he might become
strong like the Sakurazukamori. He had thought himself to be quite
successful too, until Kamui managed to break through his shell and allow his
heart to show. He had no friends, before Kamui came along. Yet Kamui was a
Sakurazuka. Though they were fighting on the same side in this battle for
the Promised Day, the fact that they came from opposing clans had already
condemned them to be enemies. Could he even gaze at Kamui without
remembering how his sister had died at Seishirou's hands? Or would he
merely be seeking solace in the son as a surrogate for the father? Right
now, he did not wish to think about the answer. He continued to caress
Kamui's face absently.
Morning soon arrived. Kamui slowly opened his eyes and felt a hand resting
gently on his face. He looked up and was extremely happy to see that Subaru
was seated beside him, his eyes closed as if asleep.
"Su...ba...ru..." he called out weakly.
The Sumeragi was instantly snapped out of his stupor by that voice. "Kamui,
are you feeling better?" he asked.
"Um..." the boy nodded. He pushed his hands onto the bed, struggling to sit
up. Subaru immediately got up to help him. While Subaru was busy arranging
the pillows so that Kamui could be more comfortable, the boy apologised
sincerely, "I'm so sorry that I couldn't help you find your sister."
"It's all right," Subaru replied as he fluffed up the pillows, "I should be
the one apologising for letting you get hurt on my behalf." He then circled
his arms around the boy's body to prop him up against the pillows. Kamui
felt slightly embarrassed by the attention, especially when Subaru's face
was so close to his own. On a sudden impulse, he planted a light kiss on
the corner of Subaru's lips but instantly recoiled in mortification when he
realised what he had done. He lowered his gaze away from the Sumeragi,
afraid of what he might see. Instead he felt a hand comb through his hair,
parting his unruly fringe aside. Then he felt Subaru's lips rest tenderly
on the smooth skin of his forehead, and blushed instantly. He looked up and
saw the Sumeragi smiling warmly at him.
"You must be hungry now," Subaru noted, "I'll bring up some breakfast for
you."
As the Sumeragi stepped out of the room and closed the door behind him,
Kamui had to struggle very hard to resist the temptation to yell in
rapturous celebration. Subaru had forgiven him.
*
Hien and Souhi left the chamber, closing the door behind them, to allow
privacy for the Princess and Arashi.
"You sent for me?" the girl said.
"Yes," the Princess replied, "I know where Aoki Seiichirou's family is
hidden. Would you like to see?" She held out a hand towards Arashi. The
girl nodded and took hold of it.
All of a sudden, she felt something cold and corrupted brush past her soul,
and she soon found herself surrounded by complete darkness. The silence was
deafening. She tried to open her eyes but she could not see. And her
screams formed no sound. While her body could still feel, she sensed that
she was draped in some kind of thick fabric, probably a kimono. She could
move her arms but not her legs. Horror struck her when she realised that
she was now trapped inside Hinoto's body.
A familiar voice, Hinoto's, echoed in her mind, "Do not worry, I shall take
good care of your body." The voice laughed.
Hinoto, who was now wearing Arashi's form, stepped into the shadows of the
room, and waited for the Kansai monk to appear. An evil smile formed on her
lips.
*
Nataku nuzzled beside his 'Daddy', enjoying Fuuma's hand stroking lightly
through his hair. Suddenly the hand stopped. The bioroid looked up and saw
that Fuuma was smiling.
"It has finally begun," Fuuma remarked, excitement twinkling in his eyes.
*
The door slid opened and Sorata entered the chamber.
The screen before Hinoto's dais was down, blocking his view of the Princess.
He respectfully approached the dais, wondering if the Princess was asleep.
"Hello, Sorata."
"Ne-chan?" he wondered and turned around to see Arashi smiling at him.
Arashi spoke, "The Princess is not in."
"Huh? I thought she never leaves this place?"
Arashi shrugged and replied, "Some major dignitary asked for her presence."
She walked up to him and suddenly wrapped her arms around his neck. "I have
always wanted to do this for a very long time," she purred and pressed her
lips against his.
Sorata almost could not believe it. Arashi was taking the initiative. As
he savoured the taste of those sweet lips on his, a warning kicked in at the
back of his mind and he pushed the girl aside. "You are not Ne-chan!" he
said.
The face of Arashi smiled again, this time more menacingly. "You are half
correct," she said, "I am not Arashi but this is still her body." As a
demonstration, she stretched out her right hand and unsheathed the sword
belonging to the Holy Maiden of Ise, and proceeded to attack the monk.
Sorata jumped aside, barely avoiding being sliced. But the sword tore
through the screen and revealed Hinoto's body sitting there quietly with
tears flowing down her cheeks.
"Princess!" Sorata yelled, but the figure could not hear him. In the
meantime, Sorata could only try to avoid being injured but he dared not
fight back. He could not bear to hurt Arashi's body, especially if Arashi
was still trapped inside.
"Who are you?" he demanded to know. His attacker continued to wield the
sword at him, but refused to answer his query. Sorata had no choice but to
strike a lightning against a part of the ceiling, sending part of the
masonry crashing down before the figure of Arashi and pinning her
temporarily. He then ran towards the figure of Hinoto and called out the
Princess name.
She still did not acknowledge his presence, which was strange. He brushed
his hand against hers and was surprised when she caught hold of his hand and
held onto it tightly. Her mouth began to form words, though there was no
sound. Sorata concentrated to understand her message and was shocked to see
the words "Sorata help me" being formed. He froze as realisation finally
dawned on him. However, he failed to notice the sharp steel raised over his
heart behind him. It plunged through his back, and he collapsed onto
Hinoto's, or rather Arashi's lap. Even then, he smiled, at the irony of his
predicted death.
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