Ok, here's the last part. Please enjoy. (Oh, and could someone PLEASE
write more Sorata/Arashi fics? I can't seem to pair them off decently
myself, and next to Kusanagi and Yuzuriha, they're my favorite X
couple. It's so frustrating trying to write them together, though!)
Sorry, it's late and I'm suffering from a real bad sugar crash.
Smiles of a Summer Night
By Maria Szabo
Disclaimer: the settings and characters of X belong to CLAMP, their
publishers and their respective distributors. This is a work of
fanfiction, no profit is being made and copyright infringement is not
intended. The title "Smiles of a Summer Night" is a tribute to the 1956
film by Ingmar Bergman and no infringement of his rights or those of his
distributors is intended either. The quotes at the beginning of each
chapter are from Stephen Sondheim's "A Little Night Music" and are used
only because I love the musical so much. Please don't sue me!
Part 5
The sun won't set
It's fruitless to hope or to fret
It's dark as it's going to get
The hands on the clock turn
But don't sing a nocturne
Just yet
Stephen Sondheim The Sun Won't Set
"Well, that was educational." Murmured KAMUI as he watched Seishiro
disappear back into the shadows. He'd sensed the Sakurazukamori earlier
in the day and had tracked his movements, hoping to get some answers.
He hadn't been disappointed.
"Sakurazuka-san knows that man?" asked Nataku. "I thought that man
was a Dragon of Heaven?"
"He is."
"Then why did he kiss him?" Nataku shook its head. "I don't
understand."
"Kazuki, have you ever seen fireworks?" Time to change the
subject, KAMUI thought.
"No."
"Well, then, we'll go see the fireworks, how about that?"
"Ok. What are fireworks?"
This he could explain. "Do you remember that last building you
blew up?"
"Yes."
"Fireworks are like that. Only prettier and they don't hurt
people."
"Oh." Nataku pondered that for a moment as they walked down the
path towards the field where the fireworks display was being held. "But
why DID Sakurazuka-san kiss that man?"
KAMUI sighed. "Because they were once in love. And still are,
perhaps." And, please, he thought silently, don't ask me what love is.
"Oh." This time Nataku remained silent until they found an empty
spot in the field and sat down on the grass. The construct took in the
sound of piped-in music, the many people around them and the clear sky
above. "Today was very beautiful."
‘Hmm. Summer nights are special." KAMUI wrapped his arms around
his knees and also looked up at the sky. "My father used to tell me
that if you looked hard enough, you could see the summer night smile."
"Smile?'
"Yeah. It smiles three times, he said. Once for those who would
be in love, again for those who had been in love, and the best and
brightest smile for those who are in love. He was kind of romantic, for
a priest."
"But what about those who don't love?"
He reached over and ruffled Nataku's hair. "No smiles for us,
Kazuki. But we still have fireworks."
Yuzuriha rushed through the crowd, pulling Kusanagi along with
her. The encounter with Sorata had startled her. While she hoped that
she had handled it well, poor Kusanagi-san must have been horribly
embarrassed.
"Missy! I think we can slow down now." He laughed. "It doesn't
look like they're following us."
"But the concert!" Maybe if they made the concert, she could
salvage this date and they could have a good time.
"It must be half-over by now. We were running late as it was."
She stopped suddenly and turned to look up at him. "You think so?"
"Yeah."
She bit her lip. "I'm sorry. This hasn't been a very good date,
has it?"
"What are you talking about?" he smoothed his hand over her hair.
"I'm having a great time."
"Really? I mean, even with the fish, and Sorata-san grabbing you
like that..."
Kusanagi-san smiled down at her. "All's well that ends well. And
he did apologize. As for the fish, well, I should apologize for being
so sensitive."
"No! You shouldn't hide that!" At his surprised look, she
stammered, "I mean, I don't want you to change the way you are because
of me...I like the way you are..." Oh, this wasn't coming out right at all,
she thought.
His eyes managed to light up and look pensive all at the same
time. "Is that so?"
"Yes," she said decisively, taking both his hands in hers.
"Absolutely."
"I like the way you are, too, Missy. Dog and all."He squeezed her
hands gently. "Even if I have to deal with a dozen hot-headed priests."
"Sorata-san's pretty impulsive." She admitted. "But he's nice,
too. Arashi-san, also. Just not to Sorata-san."
"Oh?"
The girl gave a conspiratorial grin. "I think she really likes
Sorata-san and is just too shy to admit it. It's really cute."
He grinned back at her. "Missy, you're going into matchmaking
now?"
"Oh, you!"
"I'm sorry," he said, "That was mean of me."
"So how are you going to make up for it?" she demanded.
"How about some takoyaki?" A festival was not complete without the
sticky octopus balls. "You like takoyaki, don't you?"
"Of course! Oh! I just had a good idea!" she exclaimed. "Let's
get them and go watch the fireworks! I know a great spot, if you don't
mind the distance...it won't be as crowded."
"Sounds good to me." He replied. "Lead on!"
"Subaru."
He sat still, with his hands still covering his face. Maybe if he
didn't answer, they'd go away. Maybe if he didn't answer, he could
continue to re-run the event through his memory, over and over again.
Maybe if he didn't answer, he'd eventually figure out what he could have
done differently, something that would have spared him the humiliation
of being rejected yet again by the man he loved.
"Subaru!"
They weren't going away. He lifted his hands and looked up at
them. Kamui's beautiful eyes were full of concern Karen-san and
Aoki-san stood further back, respectfully trying not to intrude, but
ready to help if necessary.
"It was HIM, wasn't it?" asked the boy, sadly. His face was full
of compassion and pity. From anyone else, Subaru could not have borne
it, but Kamui of all people understood what he was going through.
"Yes," he whispered.
"Did he hurt you?"
He let out a ragged sigh. "He's always hurt me. I should be used
to it by now."
"No, you shouldn't." Kamui offered his hand. "There's such a
thing as hope. You mustn't forget that."
He stared at the boy for a moment, then took his hand and pulled
himself to his feet. "Perhaps. Who's to say?"
"Subaru..."
He pulled away from the young man. His wound was too fresh to
share. Kamui had a kind heart and he didn't want to add to the boy's
heartbreak. He was doomed from the moment he'd met the Sakurazukamori
as a child and while his destiny required that he join the Dragons of
Heaven in their fight for humanity, he had no wish to endanger them or
distract them with his personal problems. "I'm fine. Please don't
worry about me."
"Kamui! There you are!" Arisugawa-kun came up with an
angry-looking Arashi-san in tow. The monk must have said something
annoying to her again.
"Did you find Yuzuriha-chan?" he asked. "Is she alright?"
"Yes." Arashi replied. She went and stood by Aoki-san, as far away
from Arisugawa-kun as she could get.
"Turned out the terrorist guy was her boyfriend, can you believe
it?" Sorata kept rubbing his shoulder.
Kamui turned an incredulous eye on the young priest. "Yuzuriha has
a boyfriend?"
"What terrorist guy?" asked Karen-san.
"Isn't she a bit young for a boyfriend?" chimed in Aoki-san.
"Especially a terrorist!"
"I'm not sure he was a terrorist," admitted Arashi-san, in her
quiet way.
Subaru took advantage of the chaos to light another cigarette and
take a long, satisfying draw. Then the thought occurred to him.
"Arisugawa-kun," he asked, "That man...Yuzuriha's boyfriend...he
wouldn't happen to be..."
Kamui caught the direction immediately. "...a Dragon of Earth?"
They all turned to look at the priest, who scratched the back of
head.
"I, um, didn't think to ask."
"Won't be as crowded" was an understatement, Kusanagi thought, as
he followed Yuzuriha into the wooded area behind the fireworks display
field. The area was virtually secluded, except for a few couples who
were too involved with each other to notice them passing. They didn't
stop there, as he expected. She beckoned him further, up a small hill
to a grassy knoll.
"What do you think?" she asked, proudly.
"Wow." She was right. The hill was high enough that the trees
below would not obstruct the view. He sat down carefully on the grass,
carefully not to crush any of the blades. "How did you find this
place?"
"Inuki." She replied. She put down the plush dog and the bag of
takoyaki and spun around, looking up at the sky. She was so beautiful,
there in the twilight, with the glow of the festival lights below
outlining her form. "This is my favorite spot on the campus."
"I can see why you like it." The spot was almost wild. "I never
imagined that there was a place like this still existed in this city."
She stopped. "You don't like the city much, do you?"
"...No," he finally admitted.
"Why not?" She took off her geta and sat down next to him.
"Look around you. This is what all that mass of concrete and steel
used to look like, before man tore it down."
"I never thought about it that way. But..." and she thought for a
moment. "People still need a place to live and to work."
"Yes. That's true. But there should be a way to do that without
destroying the landscape."
"I see." And she looked a little sad. "I don't know the answer to
that."
He cursed himself for a fool. Yuzuriha was the practical sort who
would try to fix any problem the world presented her. He'd seen before
how she reacted to questions without answers. It was part of her
charm. "I'm sorry, Missy, I shouldn't be lecturing like that."
"No, that's alright." She hesitated for a moment, eyes wide, then
reached up and pressed her mouth to his. For a moment, the world
centered on the warm night, the sweet smell of the grass and the spicy
taste of oranges from her lips. She pulled back for a second to look at
him, blushing wildly.
He smiled at her gently, then leaned in for another kiss, less
innocent this time. She twined her arms around his neck and drew
herself closer to him. He deepened the kiss briefly, then pulled away,
brushing her hair back from her face.
"How old are you again, Missy?"
"Almost fifteen..."
"Almost fifteen, huh?" he sighed and, dropping another kiss on her
lips, set her firmly away. "Then we'd best stop here."
"I'm not a child, Kusanagi-san."
"Neither am I," he whispered hoarsely. He did not bother to hide
the hunger in his eyes.
Her face was a reflection of dismay, need, fear, acceptance and
finally confusion.
"It's a little overwhelming now, isn't it?" he murmured softly as
she hid her face against his chest.
".....yes..." she replied, not looking up.
He curled his fingers under her chin and made her look up at him.
"So we wait until you're a little older. When you're almost eighteen,
you can have all the kisses you need, and more besides, if that's what
you want."
He felt her face grow very hot at that. "I'm sorry...it's such a
long time."
"Shhh," he replied, and kissed her brow, "Almost seventeen, then,
if you like. I don't mind waiting."
She took a deep breath and released it. She moved away from him
and his arms felt strangely empty. "We forgot the takoyaki!" she
exclaimed. She reached over for the small bag. "Hey, and the fireworks
are just starting!"
He'd almost forgotten about the fireworks. "Good then. We didn't
miss anything."
"Hey, these are great. Want some?"
"Sure." He grinned at her. "Missy, you don't have to sit all the
way over there."
"But...I thought..."
"Hmph. C'mere." She came towards him and he pulled her down onto
his lap. "I said we should wait. I didn't mean we shouldn't be
close." He wrapped his arms securely around her. "Comfortable? Can
you see ok?"
She leaned back against him and sighed happily. "Fine.
Takoyaki?" she held up a toothpick with the sweet and they both
laughed.
From the distant dreamscape, Kakyou Kuzuki looked down on the
lovers with soft eyes and saw the summer night smile its brightest.
"The future has taken root in the present," he murmured. "It has
begun."
FINBack
